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Email Archive

Email Archive in the hideout Email archive in the hideout Hey rats! It’s been a little quiet here in the hideout last couple weeks. We just got back from a recording trip where we recorded a whole other album. We just can’t stop. My parents were traveling in Europe for a couple of weeks and offered for me to stay at their house and look after it while they were gone. I think they thought

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Weekly Video Journal Update #7

weekly video journal update #7 – 9/10/26 weekly video journal update #7 – 9/10/26 Hi Rats! Today’s check-in is another short one as we’ve been working like crazy on getting this release done before our trip to San Francisco to record the next record. In our cramming, we have been completely consumed by getting this release done. We’ve been to Home Depot maybe six times, trying to configure that to-scale tinyroom. Cassie has become a

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Weekly Video Journal Update #6

weekly video journal update #6 – 9/2/26 weekly video journal update #6 – 9/2/26 Hi rat humans! This week’s check-in is late and short cause we’re in captain crunch mode getting the music videos for HTKTW filmed and edited before our recording trip in September. In fact, we just got back from a preproduction meeting, and the new record is shaping up to be something really special ♡ Lots to do today, but we wanted

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Weekly Video Journal Update #5

weekly video journal update #5 – 8/24/26 weekly video journal update #5 – 8/24/26 Hi Rats, It’s time for…WEEKLY UPDATE #5! This week is another preparation week as we’re supposed to receive the finished artwork for How To Kill The World today (we’ll see….). As soon as that’s in hand we send the album off to distributors for release with full release timelines set in stone and start planning the first single! The artwork will

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Weekly Video Journal Update #4

weekly video journal update #4 – 8/17/26 weekly video journal update #4 – 8/17/26 Hey rats, Today we have weekly hideout update #4! This one comes at a fun time as we just got our masters back for the new record, How To Kill The World ♡ This record has been almost four years in the making and has been such a moment of exploration and redefinition for UTR. We’re very much back to our

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Weekly Video Journal Update #3

weekly video journal update #3 – 7/31/26 weekly video journal update #3 – 7/31/26 Hey rats, This week had been pretty heavy with work so we were a bit rambley (as usual, maybe?) Basically we’re done with mixes for HTKTW, and we’re gathering some momentum as we prepare to record again in September. Topics discussed: inertia, climbing out of holes, hard tasks as solutions for insecurities, new projects, money, and maggots. More soon! TWD, UTR

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388 in the hideout!

three eighty-eight now available in the hideout! three eighty-eight now available in the hideout! Hi rats! Brendan here. We added something special to the music page in the archive section of the hideout! We added the whole 388 album so you can listen or download it without purchasing the physical record. click below to head to the archive music page. What is there to say about Three Eighty-Eight? We recorded this record in June 2025 at our engineer

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Weekly Video Journal Update #2

weekly video journal update #2 – 7/22/26 weekly video journal update #2 – 7/22/26 Hey rats, I suppose we’ll be dialing these each week as we do them. We’ve been doing some songmaking in the garage, so decided y’all could hang out with us in there this week, and we did some little cuts for watchability + better color correction. Find enclosed, our ramblings about: the new record, meth, math, identity change, subconscious bread crumbs,

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Weekly Video Journal Update #1

weekly video journal update #1 – 7/14/26 weekly video journal update #1 – 7/14/26 Hey rats, we’ve decided that every monday we’re going to be doing a weekly band update for our hideout patrons. Below is the first. topics dicussed: is a pony a horse?, bad optics, the future of the hideout, sensitive childhoods, cannibalism. we also mentioned a time or two that it feels good to start feeling like our old selves again, at

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anonymous fear journal

post your fears in the box below to share them with the world and get them off of your chest please note: a name is required to post. the email field is shown but not required. if you are a hideout member, log out of the hideout to post anonymously. if you have any questions email us at info@undertherugmusic.com

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Brendan’s NERDY Project Walkthrough of Be Afraid

Brendan’s nerdy Project walk-through of be afraid Brendan’s nerdy Project walk-through of be afraid hey rats! we’ve been posting a lot about our song be afraid and i thought it might be fun to do a deep dive of our recording project for you here! disclaimer: this is a long video about the particulars of our recording process so it might not be for everyone. that being said, if you’re interested check out the video

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a year update from the drummer and keyboarder

A Year Update from the Drummer and Keyboarder A Year Update from the Drummer and Keyboarder hi rats! brendan here. it’s been almost exactly one year since we moved to portland. and as we’re settling into our new house, we’re constantly changing the studio around to accommodate what we need from the space. recently, we set up this little keys booth where all the keys we have in the house are accessible at any time.

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come pick up a synth with me

come pick up a synth with me come pick up a synth with me hey guys! brendan here! as the haze of releasing ilottebiiha is settling and things are going back to “normal,” i wanted to give y’all a glimpse into my day to day. so i made this little video. this all started because i really wanted to ride my scooter (it’s fun) but i also had to pick up synths from the portland

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sean’s emo kid blog

sean’s emo kid blog sean’s emo kid blog hey nerds, it’s sean. i miss you. we leave for l.a. to record more music next week. it’s going to be recorded to tape with our good friend dave. i can’t wait. i’ve been nostalgic lately. here are some poems and their random and arbitrary picture counterparts with rambling captions. they kind of explain what i’ve been up to/thinking about. think of it like a mid-aughts, emo

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a little piano cover by brendan

a little piano cover by brendan a little piano cover by brendan hi there rats! when things get stale for me and i need to shake things up a bit, there are a few things i do to find inspiration. i tend to read a lot—mostly fiction—but lately i’ve been reading a lot of memoirs written by other musicians. i like to get in their heads, see what worked for them, and see how they

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the devil smiles tab & sheet music

the devil smiles guitar pro tab & sheet music the devil smiles guitar pro tab & sheet music Hey, rugrats. Discord Admin Meepus here. I have dreams, you know. When I was just a boy, far before I moved over to Australia, I loved rhythm games. More specifically, those ones with the plastic instruments. There was just something about that experience. Cheering crowds, face-melting guitar solos, explosions of colors, gold stars, triple-digit percentages that told

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rugrat spotlight: lumi

Rugrat Spotlight: Lumi Rugrat Spotlight: Lumi Hey there, rugrats! Discord Admin Meepus here.​ With the busy-bodied band doing their best to relocate UTR HQ, it’s been understandably quiet lately. Of course, as much as I tell all my friends and family that I’m part of an indie band (I don’t mention that my instrument is community management), we all know that I’m over here in Australia, remaining idle-bodied, free of the stresses of moving. So,

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devil smiles

new song – the devil smiles!! NEW SONG – the DEVIL SMILES! Hi Friends. Tomorrow I head out to California to try to get my IDs situated, particularly with regards to my gender marker. The last time I got pulled over for a speeding ticket was quite the spectacle, especially considering the vibe of the gas-station-passersby in the western-facaded small Texas town. I mentioned on our last voice check-in that we would be sharing some

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north star tab & sheet music

north star tab & sheet music north star tab & sheet music Hello, rugrats! Meepus here. Most of you will know me as the admin of the Discord server, but some of you may not know me at all. This presents me with an opportunity to remind those lone wolves out there to join us in The Rat Chat, where you can pop in to see the Discord-exclusive band livestreams, check out the Rat Chat

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gettingreadyfortour

packing for tour: a nervous guide packing for tour: a nervous guide hi friends! sean here. our fall tour is a month away and there’s a mountain of things to do. on top of all of our normal responsibilities, we’re adding… – polishing the set,– coordinating our crew and the openers,– finishing the album launch,– preparing merch,– getting our live gear dialed in, …all while trying to maintain our sanity. luckily, we’ve learned a lot

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hielivestream

Livestream tonight!!! livestream tonight!!! hiya lovely rats— tonight we’re going live to talk about the new album, mad girl’s, our new merch, and even tease some little clips of new songs and videos. the normies will now be allowed to preorder as well, which is no fun for y’all (since by now you’re probs loaded up), so we’re limiting video participants to our lovely paying patrons (you). if you would like to join us with

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HIE Preorders

HIE PREORDERsNOW OPEN!!!!!!! HIE PREORDERS NOW OPEN!!!!!!! Hi rats. hopefully my explanation wasn’t too somber—it’s just that this album is heavy and meant a lot to me when I wrote it. it’s some kind of art, and it feels a little more somber to talk about than previous records. This go-round of merch is lovely, though, and, I think, very much worth having. As always, thank you for supporting us 🙂 Click Below to preorder

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ruidoso pt 5

ruidoso pt v ruidoso pt v Lately, so much has changed for me, I am trying to find a new way of being, of navigating my life in a new body with a new style and a new way of signifying to others. Have you ever seen that little saussurian diagram of sign/signified? Hopefully the language nerds will bear with me while I explain something they already know, but the idea is that every word

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ruidoso pt 4

ruidoso pt iv ruidoso pt iv Tara Fike found us through our video for Maybe Later during a trying time. I won’t go into detail for her own privacy, but she had a major surgery that changed her life, and, during that time, enduring an insurmountable amount of physical pain, took comfort in our music. We met her at our album release for Homesick, to which she drove, alone, during her recovery, from New Mexico.

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ruidoso pt 6

ruidoso pt VI ruidoso pt VI It’s funny, changing my outsides, it makes me realize how similar we are on the inside. I am the same person I always was, but, as I change, the world changes around me, for me, in a way, to reconcile how I seem. New mental doors are opening as fast as others are closing. One of those new doors is how similar we all are, really. More than ever,

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north star

North Star NORTH Star Well, rats, I have to confess: I feel guilty. I feel guilty that you’ve been supporting us through this membership service for a long while without much from us. Believe it or not, we have been trying to find a way to re-do this thing, to reimagine it in way that we can balance, while writing, recording, touring, posting, booking, manufacturing, learning, making, selling, and, when we’re lucky, living. I am

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ruidoso pt 3

ruidoso pt iii ruidoso pt iii When we finally make it to Ruidoso, Bradshaw and his mom, Terry, welcome us in. She tells me she had a dream of a group of male deer and one female deer standing in a sunbeam on its lonesome. I wonder if she is making this up, it’s so sweet. We give her a plant we bought on the road, a little succulent. She thanks us. When we get

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ruidoso pt 2

ruidoso Pt II Ruidoso pt ii Sometime before we get to our hotel in Big Spring, TX—which is comically springless and full of people who chew their cheeks between words—we stop at a little hole-in-the-wall Mexican joint. The hostess points at a booth and asks if we mind sitting there, but Brendan, strangely, asks to sit on the opposite side of the room. I think to myself, That’s odd, and insist the booth is fine.

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ruidoso pt 1

ruidoso pt i ruidoso pt i Today, we packed up Old Trusty, my beater Prius, with an elephant’s worth of music gear and started off towards Ruidoso, NM, where our manager Bradshaw is donating us a cabin to record something new. Last night, we put the finishing touches on a fourth record, “happiness is easy, pt I,” the first half of a 30-song garble of my last few years of trying to figure out what

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Hideout V3

Welcome to the Secret Hideout! Welcome to the Secret Hideout v3! We hope you enjoy this new version! For those of you just arriving, this is our third redesign and this time I think we’re really onto something. When designing this version, we asked y’all what you enjoyed about the first two versions. We took all of your wonderful suggestions into consideration and we tried to build a website that was for all of you,

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yourstories

share your story as they say: you don’t need a parachute to skydive, you need a parachute to skydive twice. one of the most amazing things about sharing your story is you can help guide other people through their lives. we’re all walking this planet together. please share your story with us. and please be respectful of other rats’ stories.

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pencils down, time’s up

PENCILS DOWN, TIME’S UP! The first annual Secret Hideout contest is officially over. rats, the month is ending and that means our Secret Hideout referral contest is officially over! first of all, thank you times a million to all those who participated. every little bit helps keep this damn thing alive and we have all of you to thank for getting us this far. this contest was meant to do a few things: grow our

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NO I’M FINE!!

“NO I’M FINE!!” “THIS IS LESS ABOUT THE OUTCOME THAN THE PATH ALONG THE WAY.” Hey Rugrats, Dom here. I’m sure you’ve all probably seen the email Casey sent out with this new song, but if you haven’t, I figured I’d give some of my own perspective on it before passing the torch over to the story-lord. I think in some way, we all battle with internal struggles we never really talk about with others.

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Let the games begin!!!

LET THE GAMES BEGIN!!! How to win a free weekend getaway with the band: rug rats, We sent some of this same information in an email to all of the hideout members, but wanted to announce it here as well since you’re all the hardcore folks. earlier this year, we launched the secret hideout version 1, which was a huge success thanks to YOU. now…you might have noticed it’s been a little quiet around here.

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Trying to be Radiohead

Trying to be Radiohead… hey rats,   we’re overachievers, so instead of doing one live song this week like we usually do, we tried two. both covers. both by our favorite collective band, radiohead. this cover of “no surprises” fell a little short in our opinion, but it will get better with time. i wanted to share it here in the spirit of growth and because we fucking love you guys and wanted to give

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Lonesome & Mad Tutorial

LONESOME & MAD GUITAR TUTORIAL how to play lonesome and mad on guitar but explained by an out-of-breath dummy. hey rats!   someone posted a meme in the discord, asking for a tab for “lonesome & mad,” and so we decided to oblige by doing a quick guitar tutorial for you all.   brendan and sean are going to follow up with some sauce on the other instruments soon, but I just wanted to take

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JOIN US LIVE 11/4 @ 8:30 CDT!

WE’RE GOING LIVE, PEOPLE! AND THERE’S LIMITED SPOTS… This is my “you know the drill” face… hey party people!   We’re going live on FRIDAY 11/4 at 8:30 cdt to talk about the new album.    as you know, hideout members have the exclusive privilege of joining the stream to chat with us; HOWEVER, we tend to get a little sidetracked without any ground rules.    so here’s the plan:   we have limited time,

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The NEW SHINY THINGS are finally here!!!

The NEW SHINY THINGS are finally here!!! Hello beautiful human, I hope you’re ready for what I’m about to drop on you…   So, the question of the last 6 months has been: WHEN DOES IT COME OUT?   Honestly, we didn’t really have a concrete answer…until today.    And the answer is NOW!   Well, at least to the few special people in this Hideout. We wanted to make sure our most loyal fans

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EVERY AD WE’VE EVER PUT OUT IN ONE SPOT

EVERY AD WE’VE EVER PUT OUT IN ONE SPOT Whether it was on Facebook or Instagram, I’m sure there’s that one special UTR video that first caught your ear, right?    …the one that you sing to in your car or in the shower, much to your neighbors chagrin.    …the one you’ve been combing Spotify and YouTube for.   …the one that is going to be on our next album, but is physically impossible

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Just one of those songs that jumped in my bones and stayed.

JUST ONE OF THOSE SONGS THAT JUMPED IN MY BONES AND STAYED “IF YOU WON’T WAKE UP, I DON’T WANT TO WAKE UP…” People resonate with songs for all types of reasons. It can be the lyrics, the rhythm, the band’s culture, the singer’s hair, the guitarist’s HUGE muscles . . . sometimes though, a tune can just remind you of a time and a place and a feeling.    This is one of those

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Brendan’s Georgia on My Mind Cover

YOU’RE ALWAYS IMPROVING AT SOMETHING. THINGS TAKE TIME. TRUST YOURSELF. TRUST THE PROCESS. Hey Y’all,   Brendan here. Sorry I haven’t posted yet!    We’ve been super busy filming music videos for the Homesick for Another World launch, they came out pretty great and I can’t wait to share them with you!    but I finally had a moment this weekend to sit down and play some piano after working some long days with the

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how to want to be a good human but not really do it, a shitty guide

HOW TO WANT TO BE A GOOD HUMAN BUT NOT REALLY DO IT, A SHITTY GUIDE “IT’S HARD TO BE, HARD TO BE A DECENT HUMAN BEING…” Go to the gym—your mental health is important. Feel tired. Drink a small, black coffee. Make an humungous big-farm steroid egg. Wonder if it would really be that hard to buy free-range eggs. Look up free range eggs and learn they come from chickens in quail-sized cages. Give

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LEAVEMEALONE! WAIT…COMEBACK.

“LEAVE ME ALONE! WAIT…NO, COME BACK!” I wanted to post something happy and exciting … but that’s just not how today is going.   Hey Rats,   Sean again.    You know these days.    The ones that just start out wrong.    Where every little thing is a big deal.   Where videos of dogs and soldiers being reunited make you weep uncontrollably.    Like, what? That’s not what you’re even sad about…you just

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Stuffed Monkey Farewell : Live in the Living Room

STUFFED MONKEY FAREWELL: LIVE IN THE LIVING ROOM WE’VE BEEN SO BUSY, WE HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO JUST SIT DOWN AND PLAY TOGETHER. Hey all,   It’s Sean (Shrub, if you’ve figured out my Rat Chat alias 😛).   I know you’ve heard a lot of talk about how busy we are building website stuff and launching the album and planning a tour and paying our debt and managing our feelings AND while things are

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Harry Winslow????

HARRY WINSLOW???? WE NEVER RELEASED THIS BUT IT’S A GOOD SONG??? WE WE THINK??? Hey all,   Casey againnnnn.   It’s Sunday. Sean is doing some backend work and listening to Alien Ant Farm (ha!) while I cringe at the storytime from our live stream, talk with Nikki, Laura, and Beth in Rat Chat, and write this.   It’s a nice, quiet, grey Texas Sunday morning outside.    It rained last week and the grass

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I feel like I wanna go hooooooommmmmeeeeeeee

I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO GO HOOOOOMEEEEE WE’VE BEEN WANTING TO SHARE THIS SINCE WE FINISHED IT. Hey all, Casey here. So many of you have been in our comments and DMs, asking for this song. It feels TERRIBLE keeping it from everyone, but our press people would kill us if we shared it before launch. In fact, if they knew we were doing THIS they’d probably be pissed. Not to mention that this

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Almost Done!

ALMOST DONE! Wohooo! I can’t believe it. We’re almost done designing this thing. Now we send it off to some people to test it and make sure it isn’t shit! I imagine we’ll have to make some changes to the way things work, but as it stands we’re pretty close.   The more we do this band thing and try to push ourselves to learn new skills, like building a wacky website, animating GIFs, working

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A quick welcome from Sean…

A quick welcome from Sean Hey friends! Sean here. I am not a website designer or developer. One time, I sent Casey’s laptop to a “Nigerian Prince” scammer cause I couldn’t suss out a fake Paypal email.   One time, I put one of UTR’s tunes on Spotify without audio.   One time, I somehow put a VERY personal photo of myself on one of the bands streaming platforms when changing the band’s press picture.

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This is our first attempt at something like this, so we ABSOLUTELY will be putting more time and resources into making it easier to use as time goes on.

Here is the most simple breakdown…

  • The site is divided into 4 sections: The Feed, The Hideout, The Rat Chat (discord server), and your account info

  • All of these pages are immediately accessible through the top menu.

  • The minimum monthly donation to access our site is $5, but $5 allows you access to everything here; anything above is just you being a wonderful, supportive fan (and we appreciate it immensely!).

Here is a description of each page:

The Feed: This is much like a social media feed, although very duct-tape-and-paperclip. Posts are listed in chronological order, and we add new ones at an arbitrary frequency. Because our social media is SO public-facing these days, we hope to make The Hideout Feed a place where we can be a little bit more homey, less polished, and relaxed. We want to treat these posts like we’re writing to close friends, which, if you’re supporting us this way, you might as well be.

The Hideout: The Hideout is a doodle. An animated doodle that you can click on. It’s meant to be a place where we can hide little things for you to find, because it feels magical and cool to us. We will update it from time to time (don’t worry, we will email you when we make big changes) but we want fans to be able to go there, explore, see a new thing, discover it, and share it with other fans. We think that’s cool and fun and SO different from the way the rest of the internet works. 

rat chat: The rat chat is a private discord server we set up so that members of the hideout can chat with other members. you’ll need to set up a discord account and download the app in order to participate. there is a lovely, kind, supportive, funny, and awesome community waiting for you should you decide to join!

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We want people to donate what they think is fair, which keeps this a fun, inspired project for us. If you feel that this site is only worth the minimum $5, great! If you want to donate more, and be a bigger patron of our work, wonderful!  There’s no pressure. We just hope you enjoy yourself. Really (: